rinse, cycle, repeat

im still around but like I said in last blog, unless something major happens, what’s the point of blogging the same shit over and over again.  Im sick of saying it, anyone who might read this would be sick of hearing it.  The only recent event that has happened is the passing of my uncle, who was very ill.  It was almost a blessing for him to go because his body had suffered so much.  Personally, I would never want to live in that state, where all your organs are damaged and you require medical intervention just to make it day by day.  That’s not really living anyway.  May he find in the afterlife the peace he never seem to find here.  I fully believe in reincarnation so we shall meet again.  If you’re into that sort of thing, I recommend reading any Brian Weiss books on the subject of reincarnation and regression therapy.  It has helped me out alot.  Aside from that, its been the same shit, different day.  Working and going home to an empty apartment.  Have no money for vacations this year, because I got screwed tax-wise and ended up owing the lovely state of CT over $400 in income taxes.  Fuck you CT!  I already live in the highest taxed city in the FUCKIN NATION (according to a recent survey, it appeared in the CT Post), and on top of that I ended up owing the state as well.  $400 may seem like peanuts to some people but when you’re living on one income and its already stretched as far as it can go, that $400 becomes a whole lot of fucking peanuts.  Fuck this bullshit state.  Florida is looking more and more appealing (for starters, they do not have an income tax).  I have no mofo updates because I’ve kept a low profile lately(thank you mofo TAXES).  I sorta pretended that I was dating someone the last time BiPolar Kooks contacted me.  I had posted on facebook that I loved weekend breakfast, and he decided to invite himself over for pancakes.  Motherfucker, sit the fuck down you!  Can you believe mofos’ nerves..so I told him someone had made ME breakfast (he didn’t need to know that someone was in fact ME) and he got the hint, hasn’t bothered me since.  He’s a smart one, too bad he’s such a lousy (i.e. selfish) boring fuck .  I nearly fell asleep mid-fuck last time we were together.    Done with that boring shit.  So nothing more to report.  Life is quiet.  Winter blues.  I have just begun reading Mrs. Dalloway by Virginia Woolf.  I saw the movie The Hours the other day, and wow, what an extraordinary film.  It is probably one of my top 5 fave films of all time.  Nicole Kidman won an Oscar for this and rightly so.  She gives such a phenomenally exquisite performance.  People always talk about meryl streep being a great actress but in this movie, especially when compared to Kidman, I thought streep was….lacking.  also julianne moore is amazing in this too and Ed Harris.  Leave you with the best quote from the movie:

  “To look life in the face, always to look life in the face and to know it for what it is.  At last to know it….to love it for what it is…and then….to put it away”.