Learning to Fly...

I havent written here for awhile...and since I do not have any regular followers or even readers at this point, really who gives a fuck. But Im on here and I might as well update. As you can read from prior blogs, I was completely and totally miserable for the last year or so....And ANGRY. sooooo very angry. In fact 2010 was just the year where I spent all year sulking and dwelling on all the people who hurt me. Sorting it out, venting, releasing it. By the end of year, I was all spent out of anger. and hurt. I drained out 90% of it. Which is a good thing. To that end, in November of last year, I quit my job of 10 years. Just up and quit. Couldn't do it anymore. I hated my job, I hated (okay, strongly disliked) my boss and just about most of the mofos who surrounded me in that place. So one day I walked out and never looked back. BEST. DECISION. EVER. I have not regretted it a single day. Yes, its been a little hairy at times, I did not have another job lined up and I do have a mortgage/bills to pay. But somehow it has all worked out and like I told someone then.."Im either going to learn how to fly, or I'm going to crash to the ground...but staying in this nest is just NOT an option". And soo, after a few near crashes...here I am....flying....I found a new job recently....where I've been promoted in just 2 months...and where I'm treated with respect. Like a human being and not a drone. The work is more interesting, definitely more challenging but the people are nice and overall, its a just better environment. Spent alot of time soul-searching...Forgave myself all my shortcomings...I dont have to be perfect. I just have to be me. Kicked out all the negative people from my life...Just want to be surrounded by people who help me to grow or just a good influence. That's it for now. Will try to update this thing every now and then..just because I like to talk to myself and this is just another version of it. besos. xoxox