2011 - GOODBYE, GOOD RIDDANCE......GTFO!!!!
In summary, the year 2011 was a year of many changes, mostly of the necessary kind that aren't always easy to swallow and hurt like hell. There were many bittersweet endings (heavier on the bitter of course) and chapters that came to an end. I spent most of the year cursing (like a mofo), weeping (like the willow) and shaking my fist at the sky (AS IF I could tell the Almighty how to run the show). Some moments of note:
My son graduated high school and moved to Florida to attend college out there which left me with an empty nest far too young in life. Just me and the mofo devil cat.
My best friend for the past 10 years moved out of state. We’ve barely kept in contact since then (which I knew would happen). I did try but she barely kept up and well, me being the spoiled brat that I am, I just couldn’t be bothered to keep trying either.
My relationship with my mother grew ever more strained (bitchmommie dearest is about to get CUT the FUCK OUT in 2012-FOR REALZ!!!!)
My dad continued his sad decline in the nursing home...losing evermore of himself.
I started a new job, which for the most part has been a HUGE improvement but its not without its problems. Like the fact that I have no friends here...or the fact there are no available men.
I did not have a single date the ENTIRE year. NOT A ONE. Sure I reek of Eau de Bitchette with strong hints of BITTER and desperation...but that’s never stopped me before...there was always a horny mofo or two who didnt mind the abuse. They were all hiding from me this year. (I swear the last mofo jinxed me)
I guess there were some good moments too, like the friendship that has blossomed with 2 women that I previously worked with but had not really gotten to know all that much until this year. They have become my 2 dearest and closest friends and I am so happy I found them. Kindred spirits. I am always so very happy to find my kindred spirits and TRUE FAMILY out there in the world.
Also the 2 times I got to work as an extra on a movie set, those were amazing times.
Wow, that’s it for the good moments.
So as you can see for the most part, it was a year of painful endings and preparation for the next chapter in my life. I’ve felt like I’ve been in labor all year. Long hours that seesaw between excruciating pain and extreme discomfort and little else. But when its all done and over with, you have a new life, a new beginning and somehow all the pain and suffering were absolutely worth in the end....yea that’s been my 2011. I’ve either been in pain or I’ve just been extremely uncomfortable and miserable....moments of relief have been too few and too far apart. I hope Im at the end of this...because I AM FUCKING DONE. This, this last painful effort is all I have left to give. Something has got to change. Or there is no more point in continuing. Here’s hoping that 2012 restores what the locusts have devoured.
2011 I’m DONE. GET OUT. GOODBYE. HIT THE ROAD. DON’T YOU COME BACK HERE NO MORE.....AFUERA!
I know I'm early in kicking the old year out but I have had it!! GET OUT, GET OUT NOW....
happy new year ya'll!
My son graduated high school and moved to Florida to attend college out there which left me with an empty nest far too young in life. Just me and the mofo devil cat.
My best friend for the past 10 years moved out of state. We’ve barely kept in contact since then (which I knew would happen). I did try but she barely kept up and well, me being the spoiled brat that I am, I just couldn’t be bothered to keep trying either.
My relationship with my mother grew ever more strained (
My dad continued his sad decline in the nursing home...losing evermore of himself.
I started a new job, which for the most part has been a HUGE improvement but its not without its problems. Like the fact that I have no friends here...or the fact there are no available men.
I did not have a single date the ENTIRE year. NOT A ONE. Sure I reek of Eau de Bitchette with strong hints of BITTER and desperation...but that’s never stopped me before...there was always a horny mofo or two who didnt mind the abuse. They were all hiding from me this year. (I swear the last mofo jinxed me)
I guess there were some good moments too, like the friendship that has blossomed with 2 women that I previously worked with but had not really gotten to know all that much until this year. They have become my 2 dearest and closest friends and I am so happy I found them. Kindred spirits. I am always so very happy to find my kindred spirits and TRUE FAMILY out there in the world.
Also the 2 times I got to work as an extra on a movie set, those were amazing times.
Wow, that’s it for the good moments.
So as you can see for the most part, it was a year of painful endings and preparation for the next chapter in my life. I’ve felt like I’ve been in labor all year. Long hours that seesaw between excruciating pain and extreme discomfort and little else. But when its all done and over with, you have a new life, a new beginning and somehow all the pain and suffering were absolutely worth in the end....yea that’s been my 2011. I’ve either been in pain or I’ve just been extremely uncomfortable and miserable....moments of relief have been too few and too far apart. I hope Im at the end of this...because I AM FUCKING DONE. This, this last painful effort is all I have left to give. Something has got to change. Or there is no more point in continuing. Here’s hoping that 2012 restores what the locusts have devoured.
2011 I’m DONE. GET OUT. GOODBYE. HIT THE ROAD. DON’T YOU COME BACK HERE NO MORE.....AFUERA!
I know I'm early in kicking the old year out but I have had it!! GET OUT, GET OUT NOW....
happy new year ya'll!
Comments
Post a Comment